Cassutopia

Dreams can be awesome, scarey, sad, or really fricken annoying. Last night was an annoying type. It was one where stuff happened with real life people and it was a litte too on the real side. So being the blabber I am (fricken open book is what I am) I told a co-worker about the dream. Right away she looks up/figures out what the meaning is. Basically it comes down to is that I can't 'let-go' of someone. (My God, I'm a female, it's in our genetic make-up to hold on) So I ask her how I'm suppose to 'let-go' of this pacticular person (which I thought I had a long time ago...but I guess the dreams tell me otherwise).

Here's her info (in bold) and my responses (regular):

Don’t email – I only do when my family asks me to – tell the family you are trying to kick a bad habit

Don’t call – Haven’t done that since 2004 (minus one bad incident in Fall 05) what happened in 05 should stay in 05 and not travel to 06 or beyond!

Don't text - Don't Very PROUD

Don’t look at his facebook/myspace – Didn’t until lately WELL STOP IT!

Erase his # - Don’t have it then I guess it’s hard to erase something you don’t have! GREAT

Put pictures and memories you might have around in a box and leave it in MINNESOTA - Don’t have any, I think Don’t go looking for any just to see if you do

Pretend he fell off the face of the planet – Really do. Tell everyone in my life not to mention him then. Refer to first


And the most helpful…don’t think happy thoughts about him. We are aiming for negative – LUVE IT. Most successful


She's right. And this better work because I'm sick of annoying dreams. I prefer to go back to the ones where I'm rich, living in a huge-ass place and ruling the world in some way or other....a place better known as Cassutopia.